Growing Pains

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It is such a difficult thing to bare One’s soul; to cut back the layers of artifice and get to the kernel of truth that lies like a pearl at the centre of it all.  My journey of the Soul that began here over a year ago seems to have come full circle…back to you.

I began writing this blog in an effort to understand my own journey and the emotions that would not rest inside me.  My journey has been within, within my soul and the darkest corners of my mind.  It has led me to the deepest depths of my Being and to the height of channeling Gods and Angels. And through it all…it has been you. That quiet, steady heartbeat that was the Source of all.

I have travelled continents, tasted  the spices and mysteries of the Far East but in that quietest and secret, hidden place of my Soul, there you were. My home, my beacon, my Light.  Every encounter I have had has been with you. Your face the many changing faces and smiles of strangers in lands foreign and new. I overflowed with love and tenderness for each new expression of you that I met. I know now that I have been running and that at every turn, there you were…waiting for me.

You asked me once to keep you in a closet inside, so you would not get lost, as I left on my latest round of running. I realised then why I had to go…because my love for you was too vast to be contained.  No closet, room, country, planet or universe could contain how much I loved.  You are the very air I breathe and the Light that shines upon my skin.  You are the moonlight, starlight and the drops of rain that fall.  You are the water that flows, the rivers that run and the oceans that kiss the shore. It was right to give you distance, for no mere mortal could handle this force of Nature that is my love.

So here I AM.  In union with myself, feeling at peace and tranquil in my ability to love myself and not need you to take on such a Herculean task.  My gift to you is the freedom from the burden and responsibility of carrying my love. I am able to do it for myself now and have discovered that it is as Light as a feather ❤

So in the fullness of Being and in deepest adoration, here I kneel.  In patient acquiescence and homage that is your due, as you grow to embody the King of your own authentic truth. For Monarch you are, awaiting your anointing by the Divine in your own truth and time. And I?  I AM your devoted and ever-loving Queen.

Rise Higher Shine Brighter

 

Martha xx